Monday, December 27, 2010

Getting an unusual delivery...aren't you jealous?

So, I did it. The first shipment of donor sperm is on its way and should arrive next week. HOLY CRAP!!!!!! It is ARRIVING NEXT WEEK! Okay, okay I am calm now. A little more than nervous and excited, but calm. I figure this one is like a "test run" and do not expect to get pregnant this first time around (although if I timed it right I have a 1 in 5 chance). Anyway, I decided to try it out this first time using my #2 donor, Mr. 322A. If I were to get pregnant this time it would be the first pregnancy for this donor which is kind of cool. Plus, he's really tall...like 6 foot 6. Now, again, I don't expect to get pregnant this time around, but there is a part of me that really wishes I did because my kid would actually have a fighting chance of being tall.

In all seriousness, I can't believe that January 2011 is my first try. I think I must be a little bit crazy to be doing this, but I am really excited. 2011 is the year I am focusing on "MORE"...meaning live more, breath more, be more kind to myself and others, focus more on what I want and need, just be more than I have let myself be. What better way to kick off this year of "MORE" than jumping in with both feet on this baby bandwagon.

For now, I guess that is about it. I can guarantee more posts will be coming. And probably coming with pictures of the process...well not all of the process...but at least the equipment and a general description. I don't want to get too graphic and all.