F is for Fail or better yet, for F*&K!

Insemination #2 was done at midnight on Sunday, April 10th. This would have been day 28 in my cycle....which seems late but my cycle usually is 45-48 days. Oh, except this month where it appears to be starting on day 30! Wtf!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Not cool body, not cool. So, no baby again on this try. And this is going to be my last try for a while. I'm going to move on to plan b...gastric sleeve surgery. I'm going to start filling out my financing paperwork this week and get as much prework done as I can. My hope with this is that I will be able to lose enough weight to help regulate my periods and thus making it easier to try again. This is a freaking TERRIBLE day! In the last 24 hours I've had my heart broken, a friendship in turmoil, started my period and thus discovered I am not pregnant. Well, on the bright side...this day only happens once and the day ends in 16 minutes. Here's to another "fresh" start. Another chance to do something great. (Can you tell I am really trying hard to not be bitter or upset?) Now, I'm going to cry a little...okay buckets full. And then try and sleep and then try and move on. Thanks for your love and support, everyone!