It has been about 7 months since my last attempt at baby making. So, it is about time I get started again. Afterall, I'm certainly not getting any younger. This time around, I'm trying something different. This time around I am trying to get pregnant the most natural of ways - with a man that I adore.
This is not what I had planned on, but I'm much more excited to be on this adventure of love and motherhood now. It is completely different to be trying to make a baby with someone that I love and respect. Reading a descriptive list of a donor just seems to pale in comparison to having a conversation. It is much more fun to be talking about naming a child (even when we disagree) with someone that has a vested interest than it does to be working on the perfect name by myself.
I love that I can talk to Seth and wonder about whether our baby will have those great eyebrows or make those same expressions when he laughs. And I wonder if baby will get his nose or my nose. Is baby going to have a personality that is more laid back like Seth or more wound up like me? I could go on and on.
Mostly, I am just thankful that I have such a wonderful guy in my life that wants to give me a baby. And even more lucky that he likes me.
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